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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 21:57:05 GMT -5
Still nothing. Paris bit her tongue and kept from even breathing. Taking advantage of her being in the stall, Paris flung open the door and ran out of the bathroom and disappeared down the hallway. Running and running until she found somewhere else to hid herself until she could somehow escape, disappear, or keep her emotions in check.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 21:50:24 GMT -5
She wanted to say something but couldn't. Just one word from Paris and she would *know* it was her. Paris didn't want anyone especially Alyssa to know that this was her crying. 'Just go back to class,' she thought.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 21:43:23 GMT -5
Silence came from behind the door. The door was locked and there she sat. Her knees pulled tighly to her chest as she sat on the seat of the toilet, so know one would think anyone was in here. 'I'm such an idiot. Next time I'd be better off skipping school or something. The girls bathroom...I'm such an idiot,' Paris thought to herserlf, and stupity clouding her thoughts. She didn't want to nor could answer at the knock of the door. She knew who was on the other side and just prayed that she would leave.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 21:21:18 GMT -5
As they disappeared into the lunchroom, Paris' presence dissipated. She turned on her heel and took off down the hallway. She ran and hid herself in a tiny place she knew of. No one else would be able to find her, she just stayed in there for the rest of lunch. Tears falling down her cheeks. As long as no one saw her she was fine, her strong front still showed, and to the rest of the world she seemed emotionless. And there she stayed. The bell rang, signifying the end of lunch, but she didn't move. And a few minutes later the late bell rang. "I should be in Chemistry right now," she said softly to herself but still made no motion to move.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 21:02:22 GMT -5
"How do you know what I wish for?" Paris snapped at her. She was furious. Sure she kinda of wished for a life like Rory's but it was much more than that. She wished for a different life but it can't be changed. "I accept the life I come from and the life I am forced to live, but that isn't what I wish to change." Paris stated to her. She was not about to expose that she was human, that she had feeling, that she was a normal hormonally imbalanced teenager, much less then Alyssa at the moment, but it was not the way Paris was ever permitted to act. If anyone knew about facades, it was definately what every child went through during these same stage in life, if they were born to such burdenous families as these.
"Maybe you haven't accepted your life and your blood family, but I have accepted mine. If there was a way I could change it, I would at the drop of a hat. But I can't and I live with that. So you are mistaken. I've stopped wishing many years ago, when I realized that dreams don't come true." Paris finished, probably showing far more emotion in the words she spoke then she wanted to, but emotion came out in her words rather then actions. Gellars don't cry, or anything like that. It shows weakness and they show weakness to know one, or so her mother drilled into her head. Only two people have ever seen her cry, and they were not her parents. ANd there she stands waiting only seconds for Alyssa to shoot open her mouth...again.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 20:37:05 GMT -5
Paris knew what she was going to say next was extremely harsh, but she was really pissed off. She just couldn't take these people, this school, her home life, and the drama that went on in that place she calls home. Sure she took out how she felt on other people mostly, but something about Alyssa irritated her. She always found a way to push Paris' buttons, whether she spoke to her or not, the same way I suppose Paris did to Rory.
Paris just exploded. She tried to bite her tongue and walk away, but like something about her pushed the wrong buttons.
"Actually no. It doesn't surprise me someone...like you... would go and get pregnant." Paris looked, waiting for someone to intervene and 'protect' the other girl. But no one had yet.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 20:21:38 GMT -5
'That girl overstepped her boundaries the minute she grabbed my arm,' Paris thought to herself, holding back the urge to slam her against the lockers and walk away. "I have nothing, nor will I have anything to say to you except keep you distance. And if you ever touch me again I swear you will be sorry." She shot a glare at each of them. She desperately wished she was seven again. When her and Tristan had been best friends. But then High School happened and their past disappeared. She brought her gaze back to Alyssa. "And I will do what I please when I damn well please." Paris barked at her and continued walking. She knew Alyssa would have something else to say, because well she sensed a lack in the common sense level...as well as Tact.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 20:07:57 GMT -5
Paris was growing very irritated. "You know NOTHING about me life or me. So don't you dare demand anything from me," she snapped. Paris didn't have any best friends or really good friends. Basically she was alone. SUre she hung out with Madeline and Louise, but she very different from them. "And I do *NOT* have to answer to you for any reason." With that Paris slammed her locker shut and just started walking down the hall to the lunchroom.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 19:55:09 GMT -5
"I'm sorry. I didn't know there was a law against looking around," Paris yelled back. "I'll be sure to keep my eyes from looking in you direction," she stated harshly. Before Alyssa could reply the bell rang and Paris left the room and went to her locker.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 19:50:13 GMT -5
~*~ Streets Of Stars Hollow ~*~
A man walked around in awe. The town he just entered was new and weird. Just being in it for five minutes, its weird. He walked down the street and to the building with a curtain tighly covering his new place. 'Its *my* company,' he successfully smiled to himself. His new place officially opened in one week and until then it was kept very confidential what this place was. He continued past it and to the diner on the corner. He walked into Luke's and took a seat at the counter, waiting to be helped.
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Post by jaideen016 on Feb 3, 2002 19:45:53 GMT -5
*~* At Chilton *~* Paris sat glaring at the group. She could not help but act this way. Although she would never admit to it, she rented the Princess Diaries and watched it...feeling a connection. A connection to the fact that for the most part she just wished she could be invisible. She would never have the popularity, the looks, or ever find the right guy. Her life was just complicated. Staring...glaring was what she did best. No one ever took her seriously, or saw her when she was invisible and she was tired of it. 'This is a *stupid* project,' she hissed bitterly to herself. 'And my group consists of...Henry, Louise, and Ryan [OOC: just a made up Chiltonite u said needed 2 girls 2 guys in a group...sooo]. Just great,' she thought as she took her eyes of them and back at the papers on her desk.
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Post by jaideen016 on Jan 3, 2002 19:48:06 GMT -5
Hey! Thanks for the warm welcome! hehe. I would really like to try out for the RPG I'm just trying to figure it out. Like locate the rules and character stuff. Um..how to audition and stuff.
BTW if anyone has AIM my sn is angelicdevil7985 TTYL Thanks again for the welcome...and AJ for posting the invite on the Egroup! Thanks! Cindy / Jaideen
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Post by jaideen016 on Jan 3, 2002 19:30:33 GMT -5
Heylo everyone! Im new to this board and being as totally addicted as I am figured I'd join it. Well My name is Cindy/Jaideen and I am 16 years old from New Jersey. I watch the Gilmore Girls every week and have written MANY fanfics about it. I am a 1010% Trory!! Thats my opinion. I like Dean too cause he too is hot but I think Tristan's character, if they had developed him a kinder side would have been a good match for Rory. So whats going on on this Board? Jaideen / Cindy
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